Simply said.

Perhaps I've not tried hard enough, or wait, perhaps I'm not even trying.

Lifa's finally back in Singapore! But, but, she's off to Philippines again the following week. Anyways, it was dinner with them regulars at Al-Azhar. Indian food and Milo dinosaur, I felt like the ultimate Fat Queen yesterday; coz I binged on my friends' food as well. That aside, I loved the stuff Lifa brought back for us. My favourite, call-girls cards! Like yeah, naked women flashing with their tits and privates crossed with a diamond bling(what's the point right, just show everything lah), along with their charges and their contact no. I giggled the whole time just staring at the cards; their business cards.

For once, they actually complied with what's going on in my fantasy head;

Spice Girls Greatest hits as my birthday card. :)

First two weeks of July have been blissful, with the birthday celebrations and such. I shan't spill everything here, coz I'll just go on and on, simply said, I was all smiles with whatever's done/prepared/surprised for me. And thank you to all of you, from the little wishes to the great gifts.

Happy things aside, I'm heading for my UniSIM interview end of this month, I'm pretty confident I'll breeze through. If this goes well, it's the start of something new, adulthood to be exact. Ever since I start work, I take into consideration of the little things I do, from shopping to getting enough sleep. I've not mastered the art of balancing the things going on with my life, work and social, as I still resort to coffee in the morning. Funnily though, I've become a regular patron of Wang's Coffee and Toast(Starbucks expensive sia to buy as everyday coffee, lol).

Besides the physical things, there's the emotional ones to handle to. Not that I'm complaining, I'm learning to brace whatever that's to come. These are all tests, tests from God.

I'm thankful that life's pretty smooth for me currently, occasionally there are bumps here and there, but so far so good, alhmadulillah. I remember, a person's happiness is someone else's sadness, always in my mind. Here I am waking up with a smile on my face everyday, but I'm sure there are those who are in sober/pain. I keep telling myself, there's a time to come, for everything. I maybe happy today, and sad tomorrow. As much as God sets everything, we still have a choice, we still have the authority to make a choice, to either make things for the better or worst. I'm grateful, that for my time now, it's all things pleasant, and that I should never take it for granted, even for the littlest things. Being appreciative to the smallest things is the first step to bigger things to come.

As for work, responsibilties getting heavier now, it's sometimes taxing, and for the benefit who think it's easy, damn it's not just about building bears.

I miss having food talk, hahahaha. Fish Soup at Food Republic Wisma is ze-best! Lately I've been bringing home cooked food to work(there's nothing nuch new to taste at work), well most of the time it's my mom's cooking, but today I decided to ass omlette to my dish! It's corn omlette to be exact. The sweet and crunchy corn complimented the eggs and milk so well. Never heard corn with eggs before right? Yeah, coz it was my concoction. Lol. And Nasi Ayam Aspirasi at Seah Im Foodcourt Harbour Front Centre, serves really yummy rice, I mean the rice's not like any other chicken rice, it definitely has texture and lotsa chicken essence in it. Power.

And I miss the friends who are overseas now, you know who you are. :)

I'm looking forward to a great weekend yawwwwwwwww!

We may not see each other everyday, or go out on special dates every weekend.

But one thing's for sure, the littlest of things matter,

like letting me taste home-made curry puffs.

On 4th July, small efforts came to a big surprise.

If you ask me, I've more than enugh.

As for now, he is the best thing that has happened to me. :)