After what had taken place, I learnt something new about myself. I've said things that I'm certain of, like I'm gonna stand by to what I've said, but twice already it didn't go the way I said earlier. I don't know, but I can't find the right word to describe this new thing I found. Fizah says hyprocrite, maybe it is, I'm a hyprocrite to my own words.

Before I carry on, Enrique's I'm Not In Love is playing now, I just can't stop smiling, I don't even know how this song came about.

As I was saying, the good thing about this hyprocrisy is that it doesn't affect other people, unfortunately myself. I'm thinking what could be the cause of all these? Should I know that saying, or more imprtantly doing certain things, will make things better, why the hell didn't I stick to it? Right about now, whatever I'm saying seems all over the place. No worries, you don't have to understand. My blog's just an avenue to pen whatever's jumping or burning inside my head. And I just realised I haven't been blogging as frequent, I kinda lost the drive.

On another note, it's a been a great month of music; thanks to Shima for The Killers's Day & Age and Hairi for Maroon 5's Call & Response: The Remix Album. Ahhhhh, I haven’t been able to catch Don’t Forget They Lyrics, and I think I’m cut out for that kinda game show, singing is one of my ways to annoy people. Gramophone's having a very big sale, go visit! Talking about music which relates to a music player, I'm sorry Spice Girls, this time it really wasn't my fault. Thing is, gadgets either disappear or disable whenever it's in my hands. I shan't dwell on this upsetting matter, just materials, just materials.

Movies; too many great ones to catch this month.

By the way, besides the people you love, I wonder if you have any other thing(read: it's a thing), that can put a smile on your face? I have. Some of you might have noticed a Spongebob sticker on my ez-link. Call it pathetic, but whenever I looked I it my lips just curved, really. Earlier today, I presented with this idiot-looking-but-adorable handphone charm to Fizah & Shima. Bitches, give it a name ok, don't call him idiot. I believe a thing stays, people don't, not all the time.

So much for losing the drive Dayana.

January's coming to an end real soon, damn I'm feeling old already. The month went pretty smoothly for me alhamdulillah, I wish the same for all of you too. I've always believe, if you do good, you get good. Till now, I don't think I've done bad to anyone(I really hope not). It's not easy to please everyone, so in other words, you don't have too. Be too nice, you might be hurting instead, this subconscious thing, just suck. Dammit, too much negativity, no Dayana, not everything suck. And oh, breakfast with Faiz was nice, in fact all morning-things are nice. There, I'm going everywhere again. To those are reading/busybody-ing, I’m sorry, but this is so uncalled for.

Ok, just lost the drive.