It's about time I do some real blogging.

I was pretty much caught up with a lot of things the past few weeks, I shan't start, for I'll just go on and on. I'm still adjusting to the New Year, funny how I talked about Christmas next year, when this year's hasn't even pass. I didn't really sum up how 2008 was for me, so in one word, blissful. Now, I find it pretty pointless talking about the past year, coz like the title suggests; every year is a bad year. I mean, we always think that it's always a bad year, and we always look forward to the new year, which we have a lot of resolutions to make, make it happen.

Ahhhhhhh, resolutions, mental notes! A few bus rides without reading and music boiled down to this:

Never lose a chance; it doesn't come everyday.
And it's not only about taking chances, it's about giving as well. I feel that they are doors to better things in life, not only to me but others as well. I've come to have regrets then, from the things I want to remember to the things that I wish I can take back and relive. So perhaps this year I might do things differently.

It's not necessary to explain all the time; some things are really better left unsaid.
Many times I tried so hard to tell someone how/why I'm feeling certain emotions, and occasionally, I feel even more negative afterwards, when in the first place I want good to come out of it. Partially it's because I'm a girl, and that I'd rather say it, then keep mum. But then again, it's dependant on the situation; I'd rather be random than relevant.