Because we all are aware that every single one of us is broken from all the mess that's created. Because we all would do anything to save it, even if sometimes it feels like it's not worth anything. Because we all had our share of mistakes and we know we've got only ourselves to blame. Because we all are too egoistic to realise that everyone has their reasons. Because we all have allowed the many bad things that had happened occupy our mind so much to a point that we all forgot about all the good things that should have stayed freshest in our mind. Because we forgot about what should have mattered more. Because our emotions gets the better of us and our actions depicts what we feel. Because at the end of the day, we all have one thing in common and that is we can't help but to care, to care for each other and these things we feel, they won't fade overnight.

Reality check. I turned speechless and all the facts I knew I had at the back of my mind did not seem so important anymore. Yes, there have been many people whom got hurt and an action was taken to stop the hurt, but yet, until now, the hurt is still going on. So where does that leave us? Right back to the start.

I don't know what to feel, just that my feelings are all over the place. It's crazy how I can say I'm certain of what I feel at one moment and say the opposite at the next. I know why I'm wavering all over again but I have yet to come to terms with it. And I know that no matter how many good things that had happened, no matter the fact that you are the only one i get afftected by the most(period), no matter the times I've made myself stayed on, no matter the times I've unintentionally give you the right to break my heart, I know that nothing of it will matter if this feels not right. No, I'm not trying to say that the times spent will be nothing but a waste at the end of the day, but instead, truth be told, this have never felt right and I am not going to see myself take a step I'm not even fully confident of taking, just not again, because the consequences of my actions I wouldn't want to bear.

Maybe, just maybe, we all really do need a time out.