Muhd Faiz Bin Ramdan

You've been more than what I could've asked for. Pictures say a thousand words, though I don't have much of that with you, what you've been to me definitely has more than a thousand words to it. As much as an ignorant jackass you can be at times; constantly calling me a gundu and beating me to every of your kiddo games, you've treated me very well(though I'm not sure about the Vagary watch you said you'll get for me). And due to my ego bagpack on my back, I never had once thank you for that! Thank you for watching me cry in the bus and pushing my head down at the same time so other commuters will not think it's you making me cry. Thank you for begging me to talk to you late in the night under my void deck, having caught red-handed by my parents later. Thank you for the petty fights you must have with me and then stroking my hair when you know enough is enough. Thank you for giving me the hugs and comfort that I need even when I had chicken pox and scabs on my face. I can go on and on. You've taken care of me yesterday and I know for the tomorrows to come you'll do just the same. I'm glad you asked my no, if not our paths wouldn't cross.

You've watched me grow; from the preppy head prefect to the curious adolescent sipping her first drink. Though younger and definitely less mature, you've been a great confidante to me, an excellent listener. You might not give the best of advice, but your attention towards me is already enough. I watched you screamed for joy when you beat Nanyang Girls in Judo whilst you watch me, erm curse and swear. Whatever it is, all I'm saying you're almost always there whenever I needed you. Then I ask myself, "Have I always been there for you?" If you realise, our differences can sometimes be major, give us 3 days of space and we'll be fine! We've tolerated each other pretty well; me and my insensitive tone of voice and you and you childish secondary school midset. You're turning 18 soon, so before you get any older and become forgetful, I want you to know that your presence is greatly appreciated. You're a friend who I remember being the one of the best, a friend in the good and bad and a friend always walk behind me instead of beside me.

Today, it struck me that they are the people in my life I've taken for granted, sometimes. I've been not only a friend to them but a selfish bitch and stubborn kid as well. Shame on you Dayana, better start being a friend to yourself first before you can to others.

Labels: Friends; what do we do without them.