I've been in this state of joy past few days, can't you tell?

Well school's finally over. Nevertheless, I left with both happy and sad thoughts. To my friends, it's not the end, but the journey of a new beginning. I don't wanna start pouring out my inner emotional thoughts, coz I'll start bringing people to tears, even myself. The people who have been in the chapters of my life; during the course of my adoloscence(you know who you are), thank you for making it worthwhile.

Also I must thank The Muttons for keeping me company during my late night muggings. I just can't help smirking to myself whenever they say something ridiculous like, what's a man without a penis? The answer was, a woman. -__-

Time is something we can't fight, we just gotta to live it. Time is the cause of many, new things, recovery, unwelcome surprises etc. In short, time causes the constant change. As much as people and things change, to what extent do they stay the same? Now who answers this, the doer or the receiver of change? I'm still trying to understand change, to look at it in a different light at my best. Because at times, change is something we don't wanna take place; that is when one is not living to reality.

There have been changes around me, some of which I appreciate and some which I loathe too much. As much as I wanna be the hero(like Wonderwoman) and steer the direction of the way things are going, I chose to sit by the fence and let it pass by. Maybe my interference may make a difference, maybe it won't. But I'd rather divert my attention to something else, something that'll leave a scar I don't wanna heal. I'm loving the way things are going on in my life, so I won't let any hiccups ruin it. Call me selfish, but I believe making myself happy first than others. That way later, I'm able to make others feel the same sincerely with an open heart.

To those out there who find the situation you're in is very upsetting right now, lift that chin up and face those people who gave you bliss all these while. They're the ones whom you got your happy days from, and also the ones whom you've shared it with. Think of the times when you feel as if you're in a chocolate factory; the sweetness of it is just overwhelming, that you just don't want the continous flow of sweet chocolate to end because it's seriously not worth it. Then just maybe, things wouldn't be the way they are now.

Ok this is already depressing enough, I shall stop.

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