It's that time of the month.
School is slowly taking it's toll on me. Deadlines are nearing and projects are piling. I don't look forward to weekends as much as before, knowing that they will be dedicated to project work. Still, I try to do something out of school context; like simple coffee or late night supper with the Neighbour Love. Today's a Monday, and for the first time my Spice Girls and I didn't have Get Fat day. Usually, we will lunch out for good fatty food. And I foresee in weeks to come, there won't be any too. :(
Oh, in case you're wondering how my New Year went, it was fantastic! The last week of December was one that had me all smiles, kinda like love is all around. I couldn't ask for anything more, really. On top of that, was the gifts. And I love love mine. Reality check, it's 2008 now.
So yesterday we gave a birthday surprise over at Nir's place, how exciting! The beam she had on her face, was priceless. I realise I never fail to make plans and celebrate the birthdays of these special friends of mine. I mean afterall, it is a special day and the thought of being remembered by your friends, that's something priceless as well.
As much I as want to blog, this period is not helping a bit.
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Then I go questioning myself, is it really true what you're saying. Times when you're not even sure to belief yourself or the person you're speaking to. It's unbelievable, you're truly unbelievable. I told myself not to be bothered about it, but at the end day I don't understand why I am bothered still. Finally I realised, there's hope. It's something that we humans cling on to dearly, even when our feets are getting further from the ground. We just can't let go.