It's New Year's Eve, and I know I'm gonna have a blast. Before doing so, I managed to squeeze an entry here. Well, you can call it resolutions. Truth be told, I forgot most of last year's resolutions. But one that I remember but fail to keep was to save some penny!

1. It's ok to be selfish.
You don't have to be nice all the time just to make others happy. I guess, sometimes making yourself happy first is what matters worst. I've been a tad too nice this year. I'll bid goodbye to this hole and take what's all mine as every wasted day is a wasted chance. I don't want to wake up feeling sorry, coz life won't wait. It's all up to me. I'm gonna do best for myself and not for anybody else. I will make myself feel better because I want to see myself get better and not because people want me to. I will do things for myself, I will decide on my own, I will wipe my own tears, I will pick myself up when all else seems to fail.

2. Procrastinate less.
There's a lot I want to do and achieve, just that procrastination is still running circles in my head. Next year will welcome 20, I shan't waste my time sitting down and contemplating. Coz what if the only thing you feel is right to do is the last thing you should be doing because when you had your chance, you blew it?

3. Appreciate the finer things in life; whatever that comes by.
Everyone tries to see the good on life, but good things in life are hard to find. Being a whole lot more appreciative than what I am today will perhaps make everything in life good. And that I've seen love so many times, in a lot of ways than one, that it makes me believe that I've never trully tasted love before. In whatever issues I faced, I'm not in the worst situation ever, that I'm perfect the way I am and that we humans, can never find enough things to be unhappy about and that the better thing to do is to be thankful for what we are, no matter how negative we judge ourselves.

Labels: BBQ prawns baby and dog and bone.

I know, what a long time away from blogging. All thanks to the adapter. Right about now, I'm rushing to do so many things. I remember saying I'm gonna love love December, oh yes I'm loving it! I made use every bit of my term break to have fun and complete my assignments, just that the latter is going at a slower rate. Age scares the balls out of me; no or whatever balls of I have. So much of our time is preparation, so much is routine, and so much retrospect; thus it's good not to anticipate for things to come my way; great if they do, but if they don't at least know I've tried. I'll go with the flow and do the things right and let my creative side take over whenever the occasion calls for it.






As much as I was full of glee and everything else, nothing comes without paying a price. I can't lie that I was entirely enjoying myself, some things did resurface. I've made people both happy and sad. And people both made me happy and sad as well. Nonetheless, I didn't drown myself into a sea of emotions whatsoever. Bad things only happen because we deserve it or because it is there to teach us a lesson or because it will make us a stronger person afterwards.

And oh, Starbucks has always been love! To that, new friendships are found. New Year's eve is tomorrow, and I haven't really got them resolutions down. All I know is that life's short but life's beautiful. We've got to realise that we have got only shot at it and we've got to make the best out of it. Don't hold what you wanted to do today to tomorrow because when tomorrow comes, you'll end up pushing it further and further till you eventually don't get the chance to do it at all.

Not forgetting the others who have made my December a ride as well. Everyone loves eating and good food, and I found joy in doing it with the people I love. Yong Tau Fu, very healthy and it's possible to eat it everyday. Ok, no. And then there's my favourite Spice Girls. No wait, soccer players now eh? I'm always such a moron to them, but I know I'm still Posh in their hearts(ok you can roll your eyes right about now). Finally, there's the bunch of kids whom I spent growing up with. And others I've not mention. I love them all. God, thank you for blessing me with these people in my lives.

Let's all just live, love and laugh more. :)

Labels: I don't need you jackass, just coffee will do.

Ok the year's coming to an end, and I've not jot my resoutions. Yea, those of which you jot down but never really get down to do it. For now, all I can I say is that it has been a happening year.

I pretty much enjoyed myself this past 2 weeks, besides school. Well I don't want start on how school has been, I'll sound like the ultimate geek, right? So far, friends have been the best. And I thank God for blessing me with such great friends. :)

When I miss blogging, my fingers are numb over what to type. There's just so many things on my mind, so many I want to say, but just a few that I'll just keep to my little self. Don't take this as emo whatsoever, let's just put it this way, I've been happy.

Sidetracking; Fred Perry shoes! Pretty, very pretty. You see, I love going into these kinda good-looking shops. Another will be Ben Sherman. Somehow, the items are too hot and good-looking. Now, did I just say all that?

Labels: Coz absence makes the heart fonder.

The match between Thailand and Singapore distracted me from doing my work. Score's now 3-0. Well, it's a definite game over for Singapore. Still, the first goal they lost to, it's undeniably unacceptable. Did you see the goalkeeper? Tsk, tsk.

Patricia B. Seybold's The Customer Revolution gave a me a headstart in my essay. And progress looks good despite the distraction. For you non-business students, The Customer Revolution is the only revolution that we can turn our backs on and stop it.

Now Dayana, stop talking and start working. :)

Labels: When really tanned Thais looked like Malay boys.

As much as projects have taken it's toll on me; I've been in school too much it can classified as ultimately-geeky, I really enjoyed the thrill of keeping myself busy, with deadlines that is. It can be excrutiating at times, from mood swings to sudden bitch-fits, but overall I enjoyed it. I mean, it's my last sem so make the best out of it. :)

And I managed to squeeze these two into my busy schedule;

Labels: Have a safe flight to and fro Nadia.

Change; we don't like it, we're afraid of it, but we can never stop it from coming. We either adapt ourselves to it, or be left behind. Growing up is part of change. And it hurts; whoever tells you it doesn't ought to have his/her pants on fire. All in all, the more things change, the more they stay the same. is it true? I didn't believe at first thought but now, I think I do.

So I've decided to be truthful. Truthful to myself and to the people I've not been truthful enough. Truth is, there's just one thing that I want to do and that is for time to stay still, long enough for me to appreciate all the times spent, all the efforts given, all the tears shed, all the joys shared and all the moments that was magical.

Nothing, is that what I should do about about you?

I really don't know where this entry is heading to. But like anything else, it will lead to somewhere so I shan't worry. What's to worry about now, is deadlines. And oh, why I can't we eat it class? We're not kids, we don't leave crumbles on the floor. Somehow but true, some can't think on an empty stomach. I'm one of them. Mr Lam, it was just Sausage McMuffin. Grrr.

Labels: Food for thought

Monday was the usual get fat or even fatter day! Right after school, Spice Girls and I along with two of our die hard fans(alts, don't die reading this) headed to get finger lickin' good food. Somehow, chicken never tasted so yummy. We laughed with chicken in one hand, cheese fries in another(like cavewomen sia). And on my way home then, I saw new McFlurry flavours; mudpie and cherry-something. Just hoping it'll be in school real soon, coz it's a whole lot cheaper. Another reason to love fastfood in school.



Tuesday got me all impatient during lunch. The Malay stall was still selling, even when there's nothing much to sell. Like it's all gravy left.



Wednesday was my first and last poly field trip! I had gambling chips in my hands, and we played Bakharat(sp?). Funny thing after the trip, Sporty started the kacang putih queue; almost everyone were munching on it. Following that was dinner at good old boring town. On a brighter note, I was introduced to a very special kind of pizza; topped with only bananas and chocolate to be exact! Unfortunately on my way home, the throat became all itchy and I knew what was coming.



Thursday greeted me with a blocked nose in the morning, and then it became all runny in school. Cold attack! The much anticipated meet up with Breast Friend was at again, town. Pretty girls getting ourselves pretty things, heh. Journey home got me all vexed, nabeh sia the bus driver. My body got in between the doors, why? He closed the door when I was alighting, ironically I was alighting at the front door!



Friday was always love, really! And I was still carrying a running nose still, aside all the jolly good time I had. I ate, drank and jumped; all that in a night.



Saturday, hello sore throat! But morning call by Neighbour Love made me glee, JB baby! I saw someone familiar in Hitman, T-Bag! Apparently it's him running with the cops, not the cops running after him. We ate Mary Brown on swings, chew cheap gums and laughed at how the people there express themselves. "Kau bahagia tak dgn aku?" After being ditched, I walked the streets of Bugis alone, pampered myself with a small dosage retail antidote and headed home.



What's for tomorrow Sunday? East Coast with the family! Happening sia, with floats and all.

Labels: I know, It's the typical what-I-did-for-the-week kinda post