A train ride home with the dearest maplek I missed most
Vinodhan s/o
I-cant-remember, and also schmate
AinAlot of catching up that is, untold stories finally told
You see,
I like this kinda feeling whereby though it has been awhile
We still have good conversations, something to laugh and diss at
I know for
some people they get all tensed and stonedAfter not keeping in touch for quite some time
Moving on, to get a headstart on something you gotta be actually ready first
I mean, let's face it
nothing in life goes smoothlyIf you're all weak in the kness, a mighty tight slap
Will land you all flat on the ground helpless
I'm thankful that I know I'm confident at certain things
Being the very bold person I am,
I'm not afraid to admit if I'm not readyYou see, sometimes people who's just about fun talk some sense once in awhile
Clearly I'm referring to
VinThere's a reason why he just enjoys drooling over chicks, hot ones only
No strings attached thus no emotional chains
For simple reasons,
"I'm not ready and I haven't actually find the right one yet."So much so you think you're all geared up for that certain something, but actually no
Previously,
I strongly believed that time will actually tell when you're readyCoz you grow with time and
blah blah blahBut now it got me thinking otherwise, it's
me myself who actually can
Determine when I'm set for what's to come
Blame it on what I see other people go through, even myself
It's all in the
learning journey and
how you see yourself nowHere I'm not only talking about relationships
la, it applies to everything
Say from applying a flat to even giving up your dream career for something new
It sounds all so scary, that's why one has to be prepared
Coz without warning, shit do happen
(I love the sound of it)So what's happen if you screwed up as you go for it?Well the strong ones keep their heads, the weak ones staring down below
But it does not end all here
The point is in
making the best or better out of it
Suit yourself if you already think you're on top of the world if you succeed
Or that the world has ended if you fail
Coz it just
never ends, really
So I told myself, there's no rush to anything
If it's not my time I'll just wait
Seri love, I love the way you understand me without even
Telling you my story for hours
And yess, maybe we need that train rides together again
If punctuality is what I can wake up to
It's sometimes frustrating; times when I find it pointless to go to schoolAnd the lesser beeps I hear, the more empty I feelBinging on junk food, that's the worst case scenarioWhen I said let's get jet black, that's period