Never Felt Better Wednesday, September 27 / 01:37 Crystals of tears rolled down my not so rosy cheeks tonight No worries, it was all a good cry
Let's Waste Time Chasing Cars Sunday, September 24 / 23:53 Today was the first day of the holy month of Ramadan
Unfortunately I'm unable to fast for a couple of days The hard times where girls go through each month Somehow it's just weird, I don't know how to put it You don't feel the light if you're unable to fast on the first Or last day of RamadanI got this from Joycie and oh my I couldn't stop laughing Dirty but true The Top 10 Reasons Why It Sucks To Be A Dick: 10 You've got a hole in your head 9 Your master strangles you all the time 8 Your head is disproportionate to the rest of your bodyG 7 You shrink in cold water 6 You never get a haircut 5 You always hang around with 2 nuts 4 Your closest neighbor is an asshole 3 Your best friend is a pussy 2 Your scalp gets cut off if you're Jewish And The Number One Reason Why It Sucks To Be A Dick: 1 Everytime you get excited, you throw upHow time flies so fast Soon I'll be starting TEPAs I looked back, I wonder and ponder As to whether I have spent my holidays right and well The job at Bossini definitely opened new doors for me I learnt to carry heavier responsibilities and also picked up Skills which maybe beneficial in my future life I do have big dreams in being a successful businesswoman in the F&B line Attending the Poly Forum Camp also opened my heart alot The world doesn't revolve around me and awareness does increase choices Hanging out with the friends strengthened my tied with them And I was exposed to the unfound I really miss my brother oh so much He was not in sight since I started the holiays I've lots to share with him, about my work especially I want to be remembered as the girl who alwaysSmile even when her heart is brokenAnd the one that could always brighten up your day Even if she couldnt brighten her ownIf you could write your own death letter, how will you end it?Everything just seems so fine right now with a breeze I looked at it in a way that it has gone back to normal We're definitely making some progress?In fact I'm progressing very well Even when my hope is gone, move along move alongI'm now the sane person whom you once made insane You saw me going down and drowning in the water Yet you didn't offer your hand You spoke the words of a drunken man Till today I wonder You saw my weakness and flaws And they were deemed to be the cause of the breakdown I want to say you did put me in a sorry state dear Shame on me for getting wet, I only have me to dry my own eyesNothing you say now will bring me downI am taking my time Anyone want to chase cars with me?I have a cute chinese colleague who's dorky, funny and so very vain I always look forward working with him His lamest comment Him: "Eh Dayana, you malay huh? I thought you chinese!" Me: "Ya, come on la. My skin colur and my eyes big la." Him: "I really thought you chinese, wah then action talk to me in english all the time." Me: "You very funny huh?"I just had a lot to say tonight I'm thinking will I ever return to BP Starbucks again
I Should Be Missed After That $20 Cab Fare Thursday, September 21 / 22:34 The mobile's camera came in handy My memory could only afford these, pathetic More pictorials to come soon
My daily dosage of coffee during the camp, a must to keep awake
All meals were served like the above, drinks in that kinda glassNapkins folded nicely for you And I had servers to meet to my stomach's needs
 During Dinner&Dance, lightings were deifinitely nice!
 And the 8 course dinner I had! A great experience which I truly enjoyed Chopsticks and Chinese tea were a great combination
From the above, you can tell the camp was a very luxurious one For the benefit of some readers who are clueless I went for Poly Forum Camp at Downtown East I must admit I dread to go for the camp Was practically dragging my bags and butts there However it was more than what I expected Friendships were fostered And I gaind a no. of learning lights during that 4 days Rooms allocated were cool, the camp felt very homey And I smiled widely as thank God, I don't have to to breath deeply Shake tremendously or even scream in silent There were water heaters! The company I had was fun At the same time I manage to meet more new people Roomate was cool too, not the typical haiya-haiya! (you know what I mean) I could just go on and on about the camp, really
For now, I would like to share some things I've picked up Some of it did open my heart, while some managed to make me Ponder and then question myself How abut you?
The human has a great capacity for affection But we showed it in different ways It's rather more inspontaneous Tommorow is today Who are you? What do you do? (when President Mau Zhedong questioned the US President) When you're young, don't look forward to growing up It's the time where you can break the rules, you have the immunity Best memories in school are those You're not allowed to remember Leadership is influence not power And leaders don't take walks Money does not satisfy everything Instead do more things with your heart and hands When you've succeed in life and you think You've completed the journey In fact you've not The path and journey is neverending Your past experience does not make the person you are You choose who you want to be and carve your own attitudes However there are flipsides Your past moulds what's ahead for you too Change is something we can't fight with Change is a true thing in life Do we change to go with the change? Or for a change, we don't change? Awareness increases choices You cannot argue with a person Who has lived her life beautifully Everything rises and falls due to leadership That's for now *takes a deep breath* I'm back to work Till then, God bless
Cold And Corny And Cool And Then Camp Monday, September 18 / 00:26  I'm packed, set and ready to goI've said this before but I'll say it again I'm so in love with Jazzy-D can? He never fail to tickle my tummy and make my shoulders bob! I always smirk and then giggle to myself listening to him From him singing his own remakes and renditions To him giving his oh so blunt yet hilarious remarks It's a wonder why him and The Muttons totally rock my mornings I love Muttons, stupid MuttonsThat rock climber That baristanThat designer That friend's friend That back then best friend
Work was panicky today I was tasked to take care of the cashier by myselfWhat worried me was the money especially I picked up and learn things quite fast you see So I managed to know making transactions in a breeze However I get super worried and dooper gabra
On which receipt to keep or give customer *slaps forehead*And today the beloved in-charge gave me a surprise test Wahlao anjat gegerl (wahlao ah girl shocked sia) How she emphasized that Bossini has the highest part-time rates
And the fact that she always want the part timers to sort of work less Like today I'm supposed to clocked out at 530pm My in-charged boldly said ,"Dayana you 5pm can go home. Better go ah."I have nothing to say to that I must say I'm lucky that I enjoy my working environment totally Having bossy and pushy seniors may turn me into a biatchBut thank God noThe most hilarious encounter Iman was afraid and felt regretful that the other people Might think that I'm his girlfriendI was unfortunately found sitting with him at Starbucks By a group of people
He even added, "Seeing being with you brings down my reputation." *rolls eyes*Well he didn't really mean it But still, how he wished it didn't happen And no, there can never be a second that I will actually like him However though he's a great companyAfter being let down (he didn't get his not-real stuff) We headed back to the same old hangout, StarbucksWhile our way in 960 with alot of the Indians/BanglasA Bangla in white across me kept staring at me I thought I had my shirt unbuttoned or something
Talking about 960, my ride from Woodlands to National LibraryWas a freezing fridge cold one! I get goosebumps easily when I'm cold Today was exceptionally high la my body hair They could've popped out anytime from it's roots, yea right It was a wet rainy day, common-sensically the weather would be chilly as well I wonder why the driver had to blast the aircon He must have a 5inch thick elephant skin la
Anws backtracking; myself, Iman and Hadri
Had lots to opiniate about First it was teens and sex, how it has become a sort of simple assignment to complete And that it may turn into a hobby anytime Like virginity is not an issue amongst us teens, well not all The mindset they have, "I can have sex as long as I don't get pregnant."
Ya we all understand the need and desire to fulfill our horny-ness and satisfaction But still, we need to bear in mind our roots Next was teens and relationships in sec schs, easy saying puppy loveNeed I elaborate further The usual duration of such puppy cuddly ties are averagely 2-3mthsFinally the things girls do that turn boys offIman said he despise people especially girls he talks and acts roughly Hadri felt that it's ok for boys to be rough, but it's sad if girls do too I then admit to them I was like that last time There was a point of time in my life I literally speak like a minah
Due to a certain company I had All the Malay vulgars spoked like spitted saliva, really And gosh I'm embarrassed about that la
To the fact that I can point out my own shortcomings! However now, I badly need to cut down on some words Won't explain further, speak to me more and you'll get it Next time it'll be the things boys do that turn girls offThat talk and discussion we had, it was kinda funny though I mean with them? Even Iman commented, "Eh orang fikir mcm kental la kitorang bebual pasal ni. Tapi tak la."
Thing is, sometimes we don't realise we actually can speak up more With the people we least expect too So, that person whom you think is uncool Try talking to himVisit this superbly ridiculously funny blog You need to be a Malay to understand No offenceStop making the eyes at me And I'll stop making my eyes at you And what is it that surprises me Is that I don't really want you too
That Black Squad? Sunday, September 17 / 00:52  Just hush and look away, you don't need to say anything
We were all in black today Like black is sexy, black is cool
The ones from OBS were back yesterday And both of them got toe infection I'm sorry to Faizal I couldn't catch up much I really miss the girly dates with you Lifa A little experience over Gelare, I had some Sundae Basket Seeing my fatty nonsensical Nadia made my day as well Girl study smart yea it'll be over soon
Making it short There are times when you wanna kick someone upside down Throw a pie at their face Slam a dictionary of vulgarities at someone But then do you feel good after that?
For now I just wanna say fhuck you, really
Suay, Sweh (However You Spell It) Friday, September 15 / 20:43 It all started from yesterday When I touched, carried and threw a living lacockaracha! Then today I was almost late from work though I left early My umbrella broke, it was the first time I'm using it Oh well it costed me $2 only, no wonder Forgetful me did not bring my handphone along And I think I lost my name tag There's sweet sour sauce but there's no fish and I'm hungry Fortunately, the water heater's back to normal
So Near Yet So Far / 00:37  I was in need of socks, found this for $1! At the Shop In outlet at Raffles Place Today was definitely a wet and cold day I could've spent it lazing at home But as usual I had errands to run Picked up blazer from school and then met the hangouts To cut it short, I tried Mini Melts for the first time All of us were amazed by the machine itself I condemned the Long John's Silver outlet at Raffles Place Right in front of a malay minah staff(I seriously didn't notice her) And I had Taco Bell!(the last time I had that was ages) And I'm still counting the days to my first pay
It's unbelievable to have more than 30 ex-partners in a period of 5 years Well I know of one living example Of coz not all were real love Can one even define real love? Yet he was comfortable sharing his stories with me When we're not even close The whole time I was in awe while sipping Iced Milo from McDonalds The fact that he could play timer with 4 girls and being true to 1 How the hell does one do that? Forget about that, the main thing's that kinda bugged me(no not him) He's having this long distance relationship with this Aussie girl in France Yea right you might react An Aussie girl falling head over heels for an Asian boy But no it's for real! It's hard to believe it as I kept bombarding with "How'd you know it's for real?" "Aren't you afraid of being let down?" "Do you like see a future with her?" "If I were you, I'd feel insecure." "It's long distance!" He's only 17 dear readers, yet my ans were all answered Like he sees a life with this girl Oh man I don't know how to say further It's just wow-ness
Iman is very very sick He was coughing his hair off in the bus Get well soon dear friend And that Malcolm In The Middle game is dumb You got me like most of the time Baaaa...... I'm crooning heartily to the song But It's Better If You Do by Panic At The Disco And I'm Not Missing You by Stacie Orrico This is definitely a better choice of song than yours
Everything Is Passing Like Breeze Wednesday, September 13 / 23:58    I'm still dreaming of Adidas slips But Lifa condemned it as 'slipper jamban' (slippers of the toilet bowl)
As I was watching the Singapore Idol recap The final 3 is Johnathan, Hadi and Jasmine Let's say Jasmine got booted(85% of my guts said so) It's left with Johnathan and Hadi And comon, realise that it's like last year's Johnathan the sort-of-rocker one(like Sylvester) Hadi the malay one?(like Taufik)
I remember Jaime Yeo saying after the month September Time really flies extra fast Next thing it's Christmas and then New Year! It's kinda true though, and it's scary Sometimes I wonder whether I'm spending time correctly Or I should say meaningfully When Adam became speechless after his mom asked "What is your life's goal?" It triggered me as well I have so many yaya dreams, but what do I want actually? Gee I'm not to sure yet, really As I sit in with a bunch of friends who were the sec sch mates I looked at each and every one of them and myself How we all have grown up and changed In one way or another And I suggested that at the age of 25 when we already earn big bucks We'll apply annual leave and go for holiday together And again we all would've have grown and change further If God is willing
And the coming semester is TEP This is like my final vacation Then Year3, final project and graduation And I'll hit the big 20 yet still oh so small Wonder if my parents have plans to marry me off Who knows but no way! I think I'm getting PRTS(Pre Retail Theraphy Syndrome) The fact that I'm already spending before the first pay is in The list is out Seri, and like you it's still pending Work is like a breeze and I'm loving it As I'm munching on kerepek pisang(banana crackers) I'm listening to Breaking Benjamin Will watch Omen later, been with me for months And paint my nails at the same time This is just so random
I'm on off tomorrow I need to kill the boredom To have a fun great day ahead Dear readers, have fun with whatever you're doing tmrw God bless
I've Been Tagged / 01:50 I visited Nadiah's blog To check what I've been tagged to do I won't say further I don't need to this
It Was Called Yellow / 01:02  The whole time spent by myself
That long 162 bus ride That cheesy hotdog from Chippy British Takeaway I munched That 2 bottles of Sunkist Orange I drank That walk along the famous Orchard Rd The unfortunate thought I had The unforgiven plight I could've got myself into The wet swearing reperscussions Perhaps God purpoesly made it that way Oh thank you
Exam results out, a sigh of relief I could've done better Now all I'm worrying about is TEP (like in sch attachement)
OC was on today I recalled the counsellor telling Marissa "You can never run away from your past." It makes a whole lot of sense That's why there's a thing called karma And I believe in it What goes around comes around What goes up must come down And the fact that I know Seth is going to break up with Summer All thanks to You Tube I'm anticipating that episode Pffftt To end it all I got screened Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And all the things that you do
Counting Stars To Sleep Monday, September 11 / 00:57  Let's cycle since badminton is not such a favourite
Can I say I love work? I was supposed to clock out at 6pm today Fortunately I was allowed to leave at 4pm Like the malay saying 'makan gaji buta' (eating a blind pay) Means not working yet earning I hate that actually It's utter boredom literally I sigh when there's pile of clothes to iron or fold I sigh when all the clothes are neatly in place Pfffftt
No offence to the majority of foreign workers But I despise Banglas, the ones from Bangladesh First, these people are confusing I don't know whether they're Indians or Banglas Second, they badly need to find women to date The fact that they're piercing eyes scares me They stare at women as if they're naked And that women are their only gift from God Third, they confuse me yet again They look at women so strangely, like anytime want to wallop However you see them locking fingers with the same gender I don't get them Fourth, they don't know how to talk behind anybody's back It has happened to me before whereby two Banglas were talking about me I totally knew it as they were giggling and looking at me And when I asked, "Yes can I help you sir?" They shook their heads This happens alot in buses to, especially 960 that passes Little India They look at you, speak and then giggle Fifth, they're too many of them Like come on, they make a part of the Singapore population!
I miss this random-ness
I now prefer Iced Caramel Machiatto than Java Chip I mean with long talks, it quenches the throat better With hangman, Starbuck-ing is not that monotonous anymore Plus that fine Baristan
My misfits Is everyone busy with work or what Gosh are we that money minded and materialistic No right; well myybe abit Tjut Aja Rosalia D/O Said Arby Seri Radhiah Bte Mustafa Afroza Begum Bte Kamal Geraldine Chua Wanyi Nuraizani Bte Ismail Joycelyn Yip Yihui It's been a while since you heard of me Or to be exact, heard of my fart warnings I want to splurge on good food I'm waiting for my big pay day badly I'm fantasizing on scrumptious food I'm in a born to eat kind of mood A few from the list Pasta from Pastamania (visit Althea at the same time) Dessert at Swensens (that cookie thing from Swensens) Cakes from Secret Recipe (Chocolate Mudpie is never a tire) Pizza from Pizzahut (that new cheesycrust pizza) Prata from Jalan Kayu (since donkey ages ago) Indian food from beach Road (Mee Kuah and Tulang) Believe me, you give me the freaks and I swear I'm swinging single It doesn't take two to be happy Dear readers, hope life's doing well for you as well God bless
As people leave their way to say hello What am I still doing here? I'm still counting stars to sleep
Just For Laughs Sunday, September 10 / 00:55  Stupid lame jokes made my day What coin is the darkest in colour? My ans: Chocolate coin Correct ans: 50 cent (the rapper)
What chocolate is the whitest? My ans: Milk chocolate Correct ans: Eminem (sounds like M&M)
Ape gigit tapi tak ade gigi? (almost the same as my riddle ape ade gigi tapi tak gigit) My ans: Comb Correct ans: 't' (gigit)
Laughing couldn't get better It is and always has been the best medicine I thank God to have friends that can make me laugh badly
I'm In A Enough Is Never Enough Kinda Mood Friday, September 8 / 00:38 When saying something too much too often It then holds no meaning But still I can never say this enough, thank you Mirah From tomorrow onwards my schedule for work is more relaxed Working hours for a part timer, 6pm to closing tomorrow Happy can? The past week I've been working my sweat off Hey it's all for the shopping trip with the dearest skateboard! Meow!Curiosity killed the catHope; shan't cling this time aroundNo need to say a word it's so clearIt was the last thing I needed to hearTell me how I got it wrongNo one could just come alongAnd take you away from meWhen Iman say that boys have their own talks too Sometimes I wonder what is it Girls; we gossip, boy watch, shop and go bonkers on great dessert That's the majority Tell me, what do you boys talk about? When I say I'm not that kinda girlI once pity myself and now I pity youBut I must say sorry for that?Vexed at the way how it's going on nowWell sometimesLike a reusable toilet paperYou used, again and againSoft and weak are my excusesTo give way so as not to be rudeThe chase was just thrilling I guessNow it's doneWho's left burnt?They're my hangoutsWe just meet, sit and talk Or maybe bull throughout the night I laughed and clapped my hands away Afro always say like indian It was good But it can be better This is never enoughYou still fhucking linger
As I Was Listening To Graduation By Vitamin C Wednesday, September 6 / 02:01 "I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the same"Everybody's changing and I don't feel the sameThis is where true acceptance is testedDon't keep telling people to changeFor a change, accept someone for who they are"And if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow down"Needless to say, some things are just not meant to be saidIt's better to keep things that way some someAs for me, I might not say it now but I may say it tomorrowPeople need to be heard in some issuedEspecially the ones that had affected them terriblyYes, move on as many would sayAll can forgive but not all will forget"These memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of the night in JuneI didn't know much of love, but it came too soon"I was praying for love, paying in naivetyWhen some things happen for a reason but we don't know whyLike loveIn search for the right reasons will never be that easyThat's when we accept, blame it on unfortunate fate andThen keep on searchingIf come undone, I can just helplessly reminisce"So if we get the big jobs and we make the big moneyWhen we look back now, will that joke still be funny?"Thing is, when we make big moneyI am just afraidThat roots are forgottenAnd the jokes must still be the sameIn order for it to be funnyRight?"I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly"Bygones never existIf everyone keeps it togetherIt takes a fair share of effort in order to keep ties strong"Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?"As for me I think about love, happiness and familyI could have all the money in the worldAll the materials I could ownAll the fame and status I could earnBut that doesn't guarantee me a liefetime happinessFor now, what I think about tomorrow Definitely differ 5 or 10 years down the roadBut for sure one thing remainsLoveLove someone who loves you more than you doTo be in love doesn't mean to be lovedInstead spread the loveWhat's your definition of love?"Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town?"Our past is our futureCome on, it's what that shapes us todayThus it follows you around and is there not to let others affect youA shadow that will forever stay, both good and badMemories don't fade; if not why are they then memoriesSo ask yourselfWhen I think about the future, what do I think of?
I Was One A Little Kid Monday, September 4 / 00:03 The kid who made my dayThe one who was running to the toilet holding his crotch tightThe kid who turned me offThe one who messed the pile of clothes that I just foldThe kid whom I so want to pinch (or even eat)The one who had really chubby everything, from hands to legs to cheeksThe kid whom got me playingThe one who has hiding from and then seeking meThe kid who got me all curiousThe one who stared at me all the while in his prampThe kid who made me think I look fierceThe one who looked away whenever I look at herI was falling sick like an old womanYet I was strong and pulled myself together The crying and sniffing And then the panadol with loadsa water really helped I just can't hate you anymoreCan I?
Jolly Like Holly Valance, Huh? Friday, September 1 / 20:30 I'm abit jolly today, coz after 4 days of work Today I end the earliest, I clocked out at 630pm today I was at the atrium for the last 2hrs And my godness it was crazy The wagon filled with clothes was up to my height! I made a new thesis that could be proven true Women at sales are as if they're looking for a diamond ring in a haystackHowever an incident did piss me off terriblyI spotted a Chinese lady happily beating(abusing la) her kid in public Fhuck you womanYou see Chinese are usually fair, she hit her kid at her arm Till it turned swollen red, ya I could clearly see it Next she pulled the girl by her hair and sway her to the floor Yet the girl got up on her feet and cling tight too her mom's leg This mother than began shaking her legs vigorously As if her kid is some pest Fhuck you woman
Later, she pushed the kid right in the face What if she accidentally poked her eye? I bet you she's only about 5 Fhuck you womanAnd this woman;s friend just stood there Fhuck you too womanAn old security finally came to rescue My point here is Kids are loveable, and they don't know much If that's your kid you're doing too, don't forget it's your own flesh and blood And for crying out loud, abusing a kid in public What are you trying to prove? That you went for the wrong This-Is-How-I-Discipline-My-Child classThis seems interesting1. Put your music player on shuffle 2. Press forward for each question 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating! 4. Tag 10 people to play this game too 5. Bold the questions and answers that swack(whatever tt means) How are you feeling today?
Pop That Booty - Marques Houston (I admit that I'm jolly today, but not till popping my booty. It shall stay in place) Will you get far in life?Breaking Free - OST High School Musical (Yess, I shall let not anything tie me down and go go go all the way!) How do your friends see you now?Champagne From A Papercup - Death Cab For Cutie (I see no relevance, I'm not a pathetic drunkard) Will you get married?
Buttons - Pussycatdolls (Aha if I'm flaming hot with a body like them, of coz I'll get married! I'm wanted woman then) What is your best friend's theme song?Berhenti Berharap(means Stop Hoping) - Sheila On 7 (What a sad song! Though hope is something we cling on too much, this is not it) Will you ever have children?
Now Drop - Timberland (Aha a baby will come dropping from my abdomen grooving some hiphop moves!) What is the story of your life?
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide - Panic! At The Disco (Somewhere around there I guess? But I'm not desperate for attention. What's Martyrdom I don't know) What was high school like?Thank You For the Venom - My Chemical Romance (Huh? Instead I'm the venom. Head prefect what... Haha) How can you get ahead in life?Hung Up - Madonna (Oh no, if I'm hung up can I even get ahead?) What is the best thing about your friends?
Senyuman Ragamu (means your something smile) - Gerhana Ska Cinta (Can I say they're always smiling with me and my antics around?) What is in store for this weekend?L.O.V..E - Ashlee Simpson (Yea right, love with the amount of clothes that is. Pffft.) What song describes you?Killing Me Softly - The Fugees (Once yea, not now. I shall not be a victim of a vicious killer!) To describe your grandparents?
I'm Gonna Be Allright - J.Lo (Erm I hope so. RIP.) How is your life going?Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes (Huh?!) What song will they play at your funeral?Gone So Young - Amber Pacific (What the hell, am I gonna die young? How does the world see you?
Stop Crying Yoyr Heart Out - Oasis (Hey world, I cry for the right reasons!) Will you have a happy life?
Give It Up To Me - Sean Paul (Yea hope so, I'll be mooving to Sean Paul's on my kitchen table. Ha.) What do your friends really think of you?Mr. Brightside - The Killers (Cool, I make their day bright. Right?) Do people secretly lust after you?
I Think I'm In Love - Mocca (Love and lust is way apart. And I don't think I'm lust- ed) How can I make myself happy?Beep - Pussycat Dolls (Gee really? Urrgh no.) What you should do woth your life?
Middle Of Nowhere - Hot Hot Heat (Eh no ok, I shall never get lost!) I was smilling as I was doing this Nadia, do this and put it in your blog Make it brighter! Wow so long entry, ok bye
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