My toes were tipping, constant moaning (no, not that)
I was high on cheesecakes
So rare, the moment of silence explains it all
Savouring the sweet sinfuls, I just wanna go "Ahhhhhhhh..."
Pls give me more of these when I reach menopause
Thank you both of you, you almost popped my intestines

I've had enough
And sometimes, lying is just best
To make me believe what I just said

Bold and cheerful or
Arrogant and stingy or
Gentle and kind
We all have this 'crumble' button in us
As some setbacks really hold you down, even so if you march on
It leaves some wondering, why?
To seek the right reasons when it's already burried
When you want justice, some sense and reasoning
Look, not all things go our way right
I can sit, grumble and preach all day and night
But let's be rational here, how far will this go?

I just want to wait, for things to go my way
Because I still do
When I didn't get a reality check

If emotions get the better of you, things just go haywire
You put on your biggest bumblebee shades and start weeping, for some
Chomping on chocolate and screaming your lungs out, for others
Is it all worth it?
Hanging on something that's not there
Even if you believe it is
Twists of denials that leaves you hungry for more
Crestfallen with what's seen and heard
How I wish this was just on TV
The same script with a different cast
I'm angry and full of envy
And I don't want to be this girl

But still I thank God that everyday I return to a small cosy home
Where I know that's the first place I will always fall back on

And I so love my skin la, DIY