A living example of someone who thinks that
He is different from the rest
I asked myself
If I had the same issues as him till 19
Will I be like him, whining and finding hard?
I do admit I complain alot, at times
I learnt that you cant search to hard
For more will run away, like him again
And that you just need to lay back
Enjoy the finer things in life while you can
It's not everyday you can sit by the river
And feel the wind brush through your hair right?
So stop pathetically wishing that you're like the rest
Take the downsides of lives with a pinch of salt
The sugar will come later to make it all sweet again
And you know you can add your own spice
Without relying on others

Let's leave the rest for suspense
It's not here yet, 9 Aug that is

I thought I gave you
But in return you gave me bullets instead

Happy Birthday to the group leader, Jason Toh
You successfully 4 of your amiable-not-so-jiayou angels
To win the Marketing competition and project

"You see. Shoplifting is not a very easy thing to do.
You need to be brave and especially prepared.
You need to be strong too.
Strength depends on the size of the shop.
You need a whole lot of them in order to lift the shop."
The Muttons always start my day with fits of chuckles.

The supposed mugging turned out to be a trip to town
Afro got an Italy Adidas jacket at 30% discount
Raggie must be cursing herself now
Somehow my list of not-so-neccessary-to-buy-yet is getting longer

Activity: Day camp
Venue: Jurong East library
Duration: Yet to be confirmed
Things to bring: Lecture notes and brains

Counting the days to 11th August
My last paper

How do I find you?
You're a still fantasy pictorial in my dreams

Careless yet again, that's not sexy
Oh fashion phone

I see you
And sometimes you
To just see gets me all excited

I want more good grades
I could smell the money

How the look in your eyes
Leaves my questions unanswered

Does it occur to you that I'm still human?
A big fhuck to admit but I still think of you

Ohh my I can't believe she said
"Eh Dayana, you can't write higher right?
Go get Afroza someone taller to help."
*bangs head against the wall*
I appreciate your honesty cher
Picking me to do e helluva long question
Already almost made me pee in my pants la!
Thank god e brain was prompt enough to function
Dragging my feet up to e board, I wrote my answer
With quite a few 'Erm's and 'I don't know's
I thought she'll screw me upside down
Miraculously, I got it almost right
She added as she stared at me
"Some people are smart but they're just plain lazy."
Yess I got you cher, lesser talk more work
Ohh my undergarment-unchange teacher

Stop adding butterflies into my stomach
I'm not a nervous wreck
That's why I go to school for?
Nah

I'm not your toilet paper

You're just so nice at times, really
Sometimes I ponder
Can I be that nice to you too?

Sad to say I hate it
Somehow I enjoy watching this movie

Go green, myself and nature- we rock!

A well deserved trip to the park
A bit of sun and sand
(The sea was under construcution)
Laid back with my hair blowing
With ice lemon tea in hand
Watching kids running past
Kites in the air
The smell of good food, barbecque
And loadsa green of course
Life is great

I felt like a 5 year old again
Climbing high on 'Spiderweb'
Spinning around simultaneously
Balancing myself on ropes
Screaming like the place was mine
Letting loose at a playground

Instead of storming to the usual hangout
Like the buzzing town
Stroll down to a nearby park dear readers
It could be just as fun!

Writting death letters, imagine that
To those you nvr had the chance to speak to
When you're still living
The unfinished business
The unfair reasoning
The movie script not ending
The thrown words
The misplaced heart
The invisible gratitude
The unsaid repent
(Go watch Ghost Whisperer)

Telling myself, I won't
Pathetically sympathising you
The risky stake
Incurring the losses
Willing at first, now not
I look at you and I look at myself
We're worlds apart

Like a candle, you made me out to be
A stop it needs
Period at least
Disappointment and envy
Tolerance is best girl

I miss my brother, believe me people
Don't be too eager when one of your siblings move out
Especially when there's the two of you only
Bickering you always want to avoid
When it's really gone, there's no one to squabble with at home

Exams are around the corner
Excitement of major mugging
A motivator you were, you will always be
The fireworks will be missed
As so, I seek to the post-exam-syndrome

Shirts and cardigans compliments one another
A skinny tie and shades for a touch of accessory
Hip hugging jeans and sneakers is a must of course
Ongoing sales, going around town
With little cash in hand is bloody heartbreaking


When the sun goes down before heading to bed
Sketch the still pictorials in mind
Scribble little notes that meant a lot
Stumbling upon the already expect
What anguish
To overcome that, have a tub of icecream by your side!

Lunch; yummy-licious! Snapple, Sausage Pasta and of coz.

Like the saying
A way through to a man's heart is through his stomach
Hey same goes to me too
Complementing
A hungry woman is a angry woman

TV totally rock on Tuesdays la
Try not to ask me out on Tuesday nights


The best police-cum-detective-cum-investigators- show
Ever thought of killing your best friend
By pushing him into a washing machine
And spin dry him dead?


Weeeeeee! How a person with no cable would react, slow.
Lifestyle of the rich, famous and screwed ups
The thrill behind it
I will say this again
A big ROAR to boys in shirts
And thus Seth Cowen



Something new, but C.S.I is still the best
It's always the suspense that gets
Everyone glued to their seats
And that curiousity definitely killed the cat

Dear readers, tell me
What does beautiful means to you?

Why start shooting when I already pulled the trigger?

Clear up your mess before you want to lend me a helping hand
And I dont need you tell me how my room looks like
You only say when my room's unkempt
You dont even know e size of room or the colour of e curtains
So do I need you to tell me how pretty it is?
No!

"Oh what did you expect?
Oh tell me what did you expect?
To lay it on my head?
So is it all upon my head?

Bang bang you're dead!
Oh I'm so easily lead
Bang, bang, you're de-e-ead!
Put all those rumours to bed
Bang, bang you're dead"
-Dirty Pretty Things

I had two servings of icecreams today
This isn't happening again is it?

There you go, swinging happy me?

An unplanned plan
I enjoyed myself
Where my smiles could've been more sincere
This was one of them

Dear hangouts, I enjoyed tha the racists joke
Ooops!
Vin and Rafi, where were you?

Ohh my
BayBeats was a totally a parade of
Overdressed-snobs-of-the-malay-community-trying-hard-
to-prove-I-am-way-cooler-than-you-and-you throughout the night
Someone hang me please

I am definitely sitting back and enjoying the show
It's a replay

To the girlfriend, I am terribly upset
I thought you knew me well

Hey friend, no worries
Just keep away yeah?
Stunned as we both were
Let's just keep to that

Faking is just best
I love this game

For once I thought they cheated my money
More please, they have nice tops
BeatNikBaby
Thanks Raggie

The necessaties of a lecture, especially Marketing

When blankness fills you in
You looked around you at the things
That could've or couldn't have happened
Staring onto a blank white paper
I sometimes wondered and wished I could draw it out
Scribbles and doodles that determines my way of life
Being random is simple
And simplicity is the way I want to live
Mundane is not how I want my to be

Pondering at the possibilitibies and opportunities
Crestfallen at the mishaps
Looking at it back over my shoulder; jaded
At the corner of my eye I spied
Telling myself I won't
The smiles brought upon
It hinders me from interverning
A sitting duck I shall be

A very delicate risk that I took
Fragile it was
Now look what you've done

Extinction leaves dejection behind, big duhh
Like a spirit wandering in solitary
It seeks to find comfort and warmth
Walk down to the grave
In a dress your partner hates
Singing a song that make one slit his wrists
Loosing my own ground
I won't stop lying

I will say this again
Sometimes I just don't get you
You, and you
And you too

*jumps on bed and starts singing GoodnightGoodnight*
(with first verse extra loud)

To the geek in pink, I thought wrong of you

It's been a while since I had ice cold Milo; enjoy

Angry and cold i don't want to be
Can I say it's your fault
Somehow I just need to point the gun at someone
And it happens to be you

The irony of my fuss
Which I myself don't understand


Don't we look lovely; princesses for a day

".. Walk around with a smile
But deep inside I could hear
Voices telling me this ain't right.."
Sounds familiar?
I used to be a Jennifer Lopez fan you see

Stop making me feel like shitt again and again
I might as well eat a cow and shoot myself
Even worst commit murder

Distance is just best
Till the monkeys waves my boxers and call for me
I won't go near

Finally, contactable me
Sincere gratitudes to the mother

To the maplek of my life, Vin
Happy 18th Birthday!
Also to the bab, Jason
Happy 18th Birthday to you too!
Party , People , Play !!!

When secs turn into mins
Mins turn into hours
So on and so forth

How prompt and punctual are you?

It definitely esplains one's responsibilty
And sense of urgency
That waiting is no one's favourite pastime
A big duhh!

The fhuckin long anticipated wait
And I did wait

Time; everyone's daily concern
The time you head to classes
The time you jump into bed
The time when you laughed your heart out
The time when your mom starts to nag
The time when toast gets burnt
The time when your bf/gf says he/she misses you
The time when the red man turns green
The time when your watch dies on you

As the clock ticks, life ticks its way too
A kedazimillion blinks brings you to another phase in life
And within that amount of blinks
A ketatrillion series of events happened
Do you?
Jote down the dates of your ups and downs
Mark on your calendar the days you're looking forward too
Set a reminder for all your friends' birthday
I'm sure many of you don't

You think
The past has gone, it will never come back
The future is yet to come, I'll sit and wait
And that someone's big day is not my big day why bother

The past will haunt you
It moulds what's going to happen next
Don't wait for future to come, instead
Make your own future

When time passes
Some people think and relfect, while some don't
To those who don't, do something about it
Be it a bus ride
Or while stone-ing in class
The times when people mostly don't take ware of
Are the times when you could actually gain alot from
Big or small, is how you make out from it

Remember dear readers,
Time don't wait for us
And it is something we can never catch a hold of

So when you make people wait, think twice
You're definitely wasting his/her time
Inform if you do, so the other party can multi-task task
I'm sure him/her would be glad to kick something up
While waiting for the rusted star to arrive

To all the people I've made wait before
Sincere apologies from me

Went solo when mini retail therapy-ing
Which is just so not me
My mouth needs to be entertained, it needs company
Anws it was kinda fun
Pumps from Charles&Keith (mind you, its only for the upcoming presentations!)
Pants from Ebase
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Is it just me or I'm slow
Belgian Chocolate Frappe from Coffee Bean aroused me
Ahakz!

Hugo Boss Energise
Spray it on, and I'm stuck on you

I need to widen my social circle, badly

At random:
I still have 2 cakes cooling in the fridge, wow-ness
Past few days I ate icecream like nvr before
The sis-in-law gave me a bolster that's off my height! For real
To redo the whole Marketing project
Yess the whole, and it's due on Monday
School has nvr been better, period
Taking a break from project-ing now

And so its like the forte among bloggers now huh?
"... but dayana really rawks my life to the fullest man. she is the best person
you can go when you're down.. even if she sick the sight of her you can start
laughing.. she is damn nice.." -Khairul
Now is that a compliment or an insult?

And so after reading that, its my turn to do it, expected
Aha

My friends were laughing at you, they're poking fun!
And I joined too
Tell me, do I hate you now
Or I heart you still?

List 20 names in random order:
1. Seri 11. Rafi
2. Nadia 12. Iman
3. Fhan 13. Raihanah
4. Mirah 14. Faizal
5. Geraldine 15. Adam
6. Faiz 16. Sherman
7. Lifa 17. Nazrul
8. Nirwana 18. Irsham
9. Althea 19. Hadri
10. Vin 2o. Afroza

1. How did you meet no.14?
Oh well we are secondary school classmates. Sec1-4.

2. What would you do if you have never met no.1?
Oh my! My train rides would bore me. No more interesting conversations
to share. She has been my "morning ears", hear me speak, complain and laugh.
That's how I look forward to see her waiting for me every morning. Pan&Bat Corp.
We literally rock each others' worlds. And a great shopping buddy!

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
Haha! They are both of the same gender, interesting. Althea can be as lame as
me at times. Her he-he-he laughter already tickles. Afroza I'm just worried I'll
get distracted during our dates. *winks* (if you know what I mean) Both have
great captivating smiles and are great people to date with really.

4. Would no.15 and 17 make a good couple?
Haha! Again the same gender. Well maybe, they are both a sporty bunch.
They seek adventure. And they both have muscles to boast about. Cool.

5. Describe no.3?
Oh. A person who has definitely made an impact in my life. Major. An unpredictable
person I must say. However his nonsensical antics sometimes just gets on my nerves, really. A great person to laugh with. Very very very smart, always finds the chance to
correct me. Wahlao. Computers and technology are his fetish. He has big dreams and would go all the way to get it.


6. Do you think no.8 is attractive?
Nirwana! Oh yea she is, thus she's sooo attached to the boyfriend. She is the typical girl la. From the way she consumes her food and the way she flicks her hair. She has natural curls which makes her more attractive!

7. Do you know anything about no.12's family?
Him? Not that much. All I know he has a sister. And his parents are ok with his long hair and nails? Haha. It's time for me to get to lnow him better. No, don't get me wrong.

8. What is no.10's favourite?
Ha I know alot. Punkrock, smoke, hot chicks with butts, black, DIY stuff sleeping during lectures. Not forgetting party and fun. See man, I just know you too well.

9. What would you do if no.11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Kwang3! My eye candy. Can I say no to dimples? Haha. Like is very vague so yea.

10. Who is no.18 going out with?
No idea, I lost contact with him. My good friend, where are you?

11. What is your relationship with no.16 and how old is he/she now?
He's now my schoolmate used to be classmate and he's 17 now turning 18 yet?
I don't know when he was born. Sorry Sherms.

12. When was the last time you talked to no.13?
Yesterday, however online. We have loadsa catching up to do though.

13. Who's no.2's favourite singer?
Erm, as much as I'm close to her I don't know. Sorry Nad. Erm (guesses..) Rihanna?

14. Would you date no.4?
Haha! I see her soo often it's like I'm already dating her. She listens, advices and argues. Looking at her now, no I won't date her. Till she wears a dress and has long hair, and when I no longer turn to boys then maybe. Seesh. However a great girlfriend to hangout with!

15. Is no.15 single?
I think he is. Maybe single and not available? Soo macho like NUM salesboy-lookalike
I'm sure girls are definitely oogling at him.

16. What's no.10's last name?
No idea. His full name though Vinodhan.

17. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with no.6?
*slaps forehead* He's the first to really break my heart, roar! We can say and plan
things now, but fate lies in God'd hands. He's the metal mouth-cum-kental of my
heart la. Haha.

18. What school does no.3 go to?
Millenia Institute

19. Where does no.7 lives?
Marsiling, next to a church. A HDB jumbo flat.

20. What's your favourite thing about no.5?
Her wadrobe? She looks good in everythng she wear, her style all. She has a great
collection of sneakers!

21. What do you think of no.13?
Her? Used to be a very close hangout, still but at times. She is a fighter and very bold in her actions and words. A black mama, oops! She needs to cut down her puffing and also - . Frankly, she needs to be more focussed with her studies and what she wants to do in life.

22. What do no.4 and 19 have in common?
Smokers. And they are both great Starbuck-ers. Hangouts too.

23. What special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
Gee. All I know he defintely enjoys having my company and I cherished that. So basically having a great company is important, don't fake yourself just not to hurt others, that's close to lying. Nazrul laugh at me, even if he's not supposed to laugh.

Bloggers to do this:
Bloggers who has nvr been TAGGED

I will speak on my relfection next time ard
This entry is already soo long
And I have to get back to work

Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off?

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to
Wooooooooooo.......
(Something something)
Nanananana!
- Casper

Happy Birthday to me
And to Celina too!

Lovely surprise guys
To the Poly mates of BM0532, it was definitely sweet
A big "I was stunned and I appreciate it."
*beams*

Thank you Fizah, Kavitha, Nazrul, Sherms, Jaime and Vin!
You remembered

A customer advocate for Starbucks
Yess I am
I just had to go there to; come on la
You don't expect me to go home straight
Chocalate Chip Cream, yumm
I'd like to show my gratitudes to Bombom
She tried to make it special twice!
And you Hadri
I had my laugh

I waited and waited
But to no avail

A request from Nadiah, here it goes:
3 schools I went to:
1) Bukit Panjang Pri
2) Fajar Sec
3) Nanyang Poly (lovin' the life there)

3 things in my handbag:
1. Digi cam
2. Tissue
3. Wallet

3 things I do when I'm stressed
1. Eat chocolate (ohh my they do wonders)
2. Fuss and complain
3. Frown

3 places I go on a daily basis
1. School
2. Toilet
3. Room (aren't they all a big duhh?)

3 fave fruits
1. Watermelon
2. Grapes
3. Mangoes

3 names I go by
1. Nana
2. Dee
3. Bats

3 of my fave food
1. Chocolates (yea tidbits are still food)
2. Chinese rojak
3. Chicken rice

3 things I'm wearing right now
1. Shorts
2. Shirt
3. Contact lens

Who is in the house with me?
The mother and the father

Who am I thinking of right now?
Somehow no one

Who did I last talk to on the phone?
Bombom

Who did I sit during my 5th period in class?
Poly don't go by periods, anws it will always be Biggie

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
The uncool trying to be cool

Where is my phone?
That's a bonus question, at the store waiting for me to purchase one

Where do I sleep?
The used to be brother's room

Where is the place I took a ride to?
To school every morning

What was the last thing I ate?
Fatty chocolate cake form Begawan Solo
(still contemplating whether to eat icecream now)

What colour shirt am I wearing now?
Orange

What is the closest thing to me that is blue?
My pens (I don't really favour blue)

What do I like most about school?
The people to look at

What is my fave colour?
Of all, definitely black. Black is sexy, black is cool.

What did I wear most, jeans and shorts?
Jeans of coz

What was the last movie I watched?
Cars

When did I start school?
(Starts counting...) 1993

When did I last go to the mall?
Just now, Starbuck-ing Bukit Panjang Plaza

When did I last burn something?
Hmm, can't remember.

3 bloggers to do this
1. Raggie
2. Nadia
3. Ema

Another cake to go
Weeeeeeee!!!!!

I want to stay next to the LRT
I want to cover my face when I walk along that route
Get a life people
You are a bunch that gives wrong perception to people
And I admit I have a phobia with you people
What you commented, oh it turned me off

Look who has made me fhuck off
Come what may, I feel that I want to anyway

I read it again, for what?
It's the reality I'll end up checking
For like umpteenth times!

Reflect: How has it been being 17?

It definitely triggered my mind
That a smile can make someone's day a better one
That the world definitely don't evolve around you only
Had a bad day?
Don't fret
Make someone smile, you'll feel good too
Somehow seeing another smile
You tend to raise your cheeks as well
Generous and sincere
What a smile should be made out to be
Aha
Smile like you mean it

=)

The rush of emotions down her spine
In a whirl where her position is
Nowhere
The middle was never a nice place to be
White lies she has been saying
Something she didn't have to tell
In hopes that the grass will not stop greening
When it is definitely greener on the other side
Girl I want out, since long ago
Come what may, she's stuck

$150 to build a soccer court?
Pay money to even play chess?
How hilarious the Marketing discussion was
I laughed my head back and forth
And I knocked it against the CPU behind me
As silly as I could get, it happened twice!
The sidekick wasn't any better
She was practically laughing at everyone
Business Finance's tutor black tight undergarments
A harmless soul sneezing his nose off one corner
My ohh my
Her hair practically bounced to her laughters
Ouch
My cheeks did hurt

For a moment I couldn't be bothered, really
I was at the bridge of slamming my head against the keyboard
I'm sorry

A big ROAR
To boys in shirts, low waist jeans and sneakers!
Baaaaaaa........

I should be yay-ing
Unfortunately I don't really look forward to it
Feeling the moment of shuck-ness

Weeeeee!!!
I finally got my shoes
Still I dont think I'm satisfied yet
When will you ever know enough is enough?

The obvious stance
So fhuckin obvious

She just want to knock herself once against the wall
Find a paper bag to cover her head
And spray perfume all over
The results being in not nice smelling situation

The once thought safe route
Had a hole in it
It gave way and she fell in it
Ouch

I agree with you now Raggie
It was definitely ambigous
Looking at it now, I hope it's not for you

The long chat over Starbucks
And Java Chip
Unbelievable
We should do it more often

Goodness, school is so routine nowadays

Alamak
The cat was out earlier than you thought

Tell me how long is the story gonna be
I'm so excited
Just as I'm looking forward to Harry Potter 7
Yay

"Balek kepe?"
A big duhh!
Dear people of the decks, get a life

I ran out of super glue

I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do
I still do, I still do, I still do, I still do

Can I go on forever?

Thanks to the Besties
For the advanced gift
I definitely beamed on my way home
Weeeeee!!!!!!

You don't have to if you don't want to

How weekends suck
I'm fussing over projects now

Potential
Say again, potential?
I'm tickling my own toes

Wahlao
The retail therapy today wasn't enough
I didn't get what I want
Roar
Time really doesn't permit me to go lalalalalala
I want this, I want that
I could just go on and on and on
Wah talk as if I own a bank
But nah

The responsibilty of being a good and filial daugther

Unwind
Run your feet through the sand
Make angels with your fingers
Feel the breeze brush your hair
Sit under the dark sky
Tilt your head
Laugh, cry or keep mum if you want to
Drag someone along if you feel the need
Be it the boyfriend, girlfriend, buddy or someone you rarely talk to
When you wish to spend a mere 10mins
It will turn out to be more than that
Look at the wonders of the beach
(I sound so deprived)

Dear friend, I want to chat over Java Chip with you

You only say it if you really mean it