To forgive
To condone
To pardon
Basically means
To stop blaming
Excuse for a fault or offence
And to accept apology

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend." -William Blake
For an enemy is someone whom u dont
Give a heck
A friend is otherwise someone whom
U trust
U care
And u love
But is it applicable at all times?

"Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future." -Paul Boese
What's done cant be undone
For everythin u do
U'll leave a trace behind
Good or bad only u know
To dwell on it wont change things
For a change to occur, action must take place
What happens if it repeats in e future then?

"If there is something to pardon in everything, there is also something to condemn." -Friedrich Nietzsche
There's a need to realise
Not all things in life
Are appreciated or hated by everyone
When to condemn and when to accept?

"To err is human; to forgive, divine."
Nobody's perfect
People do make mistakes
Its undeniable
Pride Envy Gluttony Lust Anger Greed Sloth
E 7 deadly sins
Which may lead to sometimes
Unforgivable wrongdoings
How do u forgive then?

How forgiving can one be?
If God is forgiving, what abt us?
Can u forgive others,
Before u even forgive urself?

To forgive and forget
Is it tt simple?

Had a yummylicious day
Food, food, food and more of them!
E day started with meeting my darlings for lunch
Had truckloads of fun!
Reminiscing our sec sch moments
Sweet, typically fun and unbelievably mean ones!



As for dinner
It was scrumptious as well!
Oh wow it was worthwhile
Making my stomach wait for dinner
Service was bad though
Waited for a whole hour before
E whole course arrived
Overall, thumbs up for e quality of food!



Uh huh
My stomach was exceptionally
Rounder today
Oh well
Food galore!
Muahaha
It was awesome
More food hunting to come!

Yipee-wohoo-yeebadabadoo!
I'm finally free
From the burdens of
Late nights mugging
Brain squeezing revision papers
Constant murmuring to myself
Excrutiating accounting format
Countless marketing concept
And lip biting statistics and economics paper
Whoa

I'm truly overjoyed that today
Came by earlier than expected
Like I said earlier
No point criticising myself at where I went wrong
*Rolls eyes*
So yeah

Hey Singapore, here I come!
Long break ahead of weeks
A remarkable roaring
7 weeks
Alhadulillah
I so need a break
For my brains especially

I plan to use my time wisely
Yes there's loadsa time waiting for me
But hey
I cant just waste it like that
If possible I'll do things
I nvr had e time to do before
Yet to know it

So BM0503
Pamper yourself
Indulge in nasty cravings
Constant fettish
Laughable doings
Out of e world antics
We need that
After being e
Goody-two-shoes-book-worms
Haha
Let go of that
It wont kill to shock yourself for a minute

Roar, Dance and Fly!

Up to you
Bark, Wiggle and Crawl or
Snort, Groove and Walk or
Meow, Sit and Sleep

I miss you alot
I am pleased to go through to this though
Its e only pain that is
Yearning
Craving
And to die for
I guess
I'm smitten by you thats why
Roar

Oh yes
It hv finally reached my way
After e long awaited arrival

First paper: Microeconomics
More to come
Tuesday: Accounts
Wednesday: Marketing
Thursday: Statistics

And yipee-wohoo-yabadooo
I'm a free woman
At last

Exam Stress-Busting Tips:
Believe in yourself
U wouldn't hv been given a place on e course if u didnt hv th ability to do it. So, if u prepare for e exams properly u should do fine, meaning tt there is no need to worry excessively.
Don't try to be perfect
Its great to succeed and reach for the stars. But keep things in balance. If u think tt "anything less than A+ means I've failed" then u are creating mountains of unnecessary stress for urself. Aim to do ur best but recognise tt none of us can be perfect all of the time.
Take steps to overcome problems.
If u find u dont understand certain things, getting stressed out wont help. Take action to address the problem directly by seeing ur tutor or getting help from your class mates.

Tips for the Revision Period:
1. Leave plenty of time to revise- Dont do last minute cramming.
2. Develop a timetable to track and monitor ur progress- Allow time for relax and fun.
3. As u notice your mind starts losing concentration, take a short break- Dont be so gangho!
4. Experiment with several alternative revision techniques- Its not all abt memorising.
5. Dont drink too much coffee, tea and fizzy drinks; e caffeine will 'hype' u and make ur thinking less clear- Eat healthily and regularly.
6. Regular moderate exercise will boost your energy, clear your mind and reduce any feelings of stress- Take stairs instead. Haha.
7. Sleep well- Pandas dont sit for exams!

Tips for the exam itself:
1. Avoid panic. It's natural to feel some exam nerves prior to starting e exam, but if u drag it u'll not be able to think as clearly.
2. Close your eyes and take several long, slow deep breaths. Give yourself some mental pep-talk by mentally repeating "I am calm and relaxed" or "I know I will do fine".
3. If your mind goes blank, don't panic! Panicking will just make it harder to recall information. Focus on slow, deep breathing for about one minute.

After e exam don't spend endless time criticising yourself for where you think you went wrong.
Often our own self assessment is far too harsh.
Congratulate yourself for the things you did right, learn from the bits where you know you could have done better, and then move on.

Chicken Rice
Yummy, yes
Who doesn't love them
Its just rice, chicken
And the additional soup and sauce
Yet e taste is sooo
Oh Singapore!

Had chicken rice for dinner
Believe it or not
$3.20
Can arouse soo many i-dont-know-what-u-called-it in u
"Aww.. e chicken is great."
"Ohh.. e rice is super."
"Wah.. e soup full of chicken's sweat."
Steam babe, waduh!

He was thunderstruck by e chicken
E taste, and quantity especially
E rice astounded me
Its bouncy, chewy and chicken-y
E soup itself
Steamy hot and ooh those chicken sweat
Well e chilli is usual
Adding to that was e soya sauce
Sticky yet presentable like Hershey's syrup
Never a chicken rice blew me away
Like that before
Sounding like a food critic here

In other words
Clifford Centre Banquet
Has super-darn-oooh-la-la-yeah-mummy
In short mouth watering, rich and tantalizing
Chicken rice

Its not like e normal Banquet chicken rice
Its much different from e rest
All in all
Including e seating area of e stall itself

I can confidently say their chicken rice
Is as good
McKenzie Rex's chicken rice
One of e best in Singapore
Try your tastebuds at it

Enlighten me
If u think u've stumbled upon
Better inviting, heavenly, lip-licking good, savory
Chicken rice
E hunt commences now
Food galore!

Tremendous time
E pokes here there eveywhere
Ouch
Solitaire had nvr been tt challenging before
Action
Eat that chicken rice next time ok?
Love U

Bit late to say
Happy Valentine's Day

Spread the love everyone
Love is sharing
Love is giving
Its not all about those who are in love only
At doesnt kill to spent Valentine's Day
Alone
Love is all around
You just have to feel it
To know that its there

Its not everyday
I give wishes
So here it goes

Happy Its-All-Legal Birthday
Radzi

Though this is a special day for u
Lotsa fun joy laughter
Spending time with ur loved ones
Getting cakes and presents
Reminiscing ur last moments
As a 17 year old
We must still remember..
People still die
Doiink!

Anw e usual well wishes
May all ur wishes and dreams
Come true in e following year..

Today was exeptionally fun
The Punk'd was ok of a success
Bet u didnt expect that rite?
PS: Ramesh is still in Australia

And as usual e lame jokes and giggles
Super hyper as ever
Butt-walking "U know who" here and there
Jumping over whatever u call that
Rapping by Marsha Shinoda "U know who"
Snorting everywhere
That dance by "U know who"
Minus e blisters "U know who"
And e I'm tired "U know who"



In 5 2-words I can say today was
Very happening:getting Punk'd
Very fulfilling:the food
Very funny:e lame jokes
Very pose-y:e snapshots
Very tight:to Jack

Time check
Back to reality
Mugging

My second entry
Was discussing with Seri
On our way home today
Had to post something on it



Yes its true that
Every individual has his/her
Right to speak up whats on their mind
E thing is
Do they hv e right to judge and comment
On everything?
Enlighten me
I dont hv a foolproof ans

In my opinion
Yes to a certain extent
One can voice out their opinions
However one has to be sensitive
Towards others too
Like e recent cartoon on Prophet Muhammad
Tho I know nothing much abt it
I know it had sparked of loads
Of Controversies
Especially on e Muslims
I realise tt
Almost all e recent happenings
Ard e world
Muslims became e target

Not only this
It applies to our daily life too
How far does our
Speech, Judgement and Comment
Can go?
Why claim Freedom of Speech
When it is not all freedom?
Sensitivity has to be considered as well

What we speak
Leaves a mark on everything else
Even e slightest things
U might not think so
But think abt it
Speak ur mind, yes
But think before u speak

I apologise to all
If at any time
What I've said might
Had hurt tt fragile heart of urs

Yes it has come
Its official
Today was e last day of sch
How fast huh
Anytime sooner I'll be in Year 2
No more a freshie

I'm gonna be random here
Reminiscing e moments
Of my first year of Poly life

Peers that had shooked my world
In one way or another
Made my life at poly
A ride tt I'll never forget
For now we have our silly snaps
As remembrance

To Biggie(Rosa)
You are my sidekick in all
E wacky nonsensical out of this world stuff tt
We indulge ourselves in
(Making love to e dustbin?)
Your ever elastic latex face
Nvr fails to bring me a smile
Thanks for sharing my joys, sorrows
And erm secrets?? Haha

To Skateboard(Seri)
Our train rides hv always been interesting
Diff people tt hv tickled and pissed us
Your emo attitude towards a camera
Hv always left me smilling
(E pics do look good at times)
We always hv diff thoughts to discuss abt
Matters of life especially
Thats what brought us close

To Raggie(Geraldine)
You'll always be e ragdoll of my heart
Though its just sometimes hard to get u
(U speak too fast that is)
We still do understand each others jokes
(I dont fart all e time)
Rock on girl

To Afroman(Afroza)
Your tudong covers your face too much!
I need to see those eyes of yours
Glad tt e Oral Comm proj made us closer friends
And no worries
Ali will nvr return

To "Best Friend" (Joycelyn)
U're e 'joker' of our group
I now realise u're a friend after all
Apologise for e past laughters behind ur back
Its jz that ur teeth n ears are such a distraction
And I know I am always an
Idiot to u

To Tiki Tom(Aiz)
Our convesations at times
Had been interesting and fulfilling
I appreciate ur laughter at my lame jokes
And thanks for e references u've provided
For e lazy bunch
(U know what I mean)

To Ziana Zain(Ziana)
U are quite in nature
But I know deep inside ur heart
U're laughing with us

To e men from Mars
Maplek(Vin)
Bab(Jason)
Bear(Melvin)
Bennilicious(Benson)
Putih(Sherman)
Jo-ngang(Andrew)
Dumbo(Yong Quan)
You add e sugar, spice and not
Everything nice

To e Ching-chongs
Big Mouth(HuiXian)
High Pitch(Irene)
Misai(Candy)
Bimbo(Priscilla)
I knew it that u can be a fun bunch
If only I knew it earlier

And to e rest
Though u didn really made an impact
U still left a mark
No worries

Phew relax
I'm not being emo here

Uhuh
Thats it
Moving on, I'll be looking forward
To Year 2
Second lap in reaching my goals

As usual e part-time camwhore
Has some snaps to show
Go check it

Oh yeah
Finally no more
Projects!
Its all done
Was rushing through it like fcuk yesterday
Me and my running nose
It suck big time
I wont explain further

All e constant
Wailing "Can finish?"
Eye-popping research "How to find?"
Brain cracks "I'm stuck here, what to do?"
Late nights "I'm still doing it.."
Lack of sleep "Cant sleep, tmrw due."
Numb fingers "Word limit 2000words la!"
Stiff neck "Alignment left, numbering, font.."
And
Other project related syndroms

And ya e sense of relief
And that load of burden off e shoulder
Was overwhelming
Was grinning from ear to ear
When I handed e report to Mrs Nair
And cher
I'll definitely miss you
U've been a sport
And ya I didnt dress like a nyonya today ok
Its call style

Yeah just when I thought its over
I can chill, relek-at-every-corner
Its..
Mugging Time!
Uhuh
My exams are like 2 weeks away
I really need to buck up
My ICAs are just ok only
I want that
Customer Relationship Management
Specialisation soo badly

So in short I can only rest for a day
After tt it'll be
Super-full-blast
Study Mode!
No more nyeh-nyeh-ing

"If u fail to plan,
u are planning to fail."

Bear this in mind
Whatever consequences tt will happen
In e future
It is due to e actions
Tt u hv taken now

Seri here we go
To J.E library
To mug like before
I'm counting on u to push me girl
We can hv our Bandittos after that

Acounts- I soo need to strive
Marketing- Known to hv e highest failure rates
Economics- Hmm I'm not sure
Statistics- E confidence is there
Effective Writting- An 'A' I hope
Biz Software- I'm not IT savy, but ICAs were fine

And to those getting their
Os result tmrw
All e best
Bravo if u hv done well
Sob for awhile if u didnt
No point weeping ur eyeballs out
Its over move on
You hv to start planning ahead

Like I said before
Time never wait for us
We hv to go running for them
Look at how much time
Has affected our lives

To Jack
To love someone
Deeply gives you strength
Being loved by someone
Deeply gives you courage

Oh no
The fever symptoms are killing me
My ever leaking nose
My soar-ing throat
Urgh
At home now
Will only be going for e make up tutorial

It happened 2 days in a row
First
In e train on my way home
A lady was carrying a child
And nobody offered her a seat
Yest morng on my way to sch
Everybody rushed into e LRT
Before everyone could get off

Very common huh?
Yeaps
Darn it explains all
How considerate Singaporeans are

But hey remember we were all taught
To give the seat to someone
Who needs it more than us?
If I'm not wrong
I've heard 2 DJs discussing this issue
On radio
Think its Glenn and Rod
It was something like this
"Oh ya, give up e seat?
But hey after a day's of hard work
We deserve a seat too right?
My knees are jelly-like
And I could fall anytime
With my heavy bag on me
And like what if we're feeling sick
We deserve a seat too right?
So why should 'they' be
More deserving?"

Hmm think about it
Oh well
Diff people have their own say
U may or may not
Agree with those two

And not only this
There are other incidents
That'll make u think twice abt
Singaporeans
Like 'chopping' of seats - KIASU?
Pressing lift/traffic buttons a dozen times
Talking loudly on e phone
Spreading their arms widely when reading
Not moving into e rear of train/bus
Chatting at e entrance of a mall
Not saying thank you
Covering their nose when Indians are around
Puting their bulky bags on e seats
Not switching their hp to silent at library or cinema
Blablabla...

Oh
Hate to admit it
But sometimes we accidentally
Become one of 'those' people
My apologies
People do make mistakes

ROAR!
Yeap
Everything's a mess now
Project especially
Communication was lagging
That's why e mess

ROAR!
It was hard to conclude as a group
Some were not contactable
In other words
Bad

ROAR!
Report is not done
Powerpoint is not done
And e presentation is tmrw

ROAR!
I feel so tired
Too many things on my mind right now
I just want to rest

ROAR!
Yeap I just want to continue
This is one of e times where I'm feeling
Like Oh-This-Is-Not-How-I-Want-It-To-Be
I'm sure this kinda feelings are usual in us teens
You just want to scream
And let it all out
The ego-emo-shit in us
Its not healthy if u just keep mum
Someday u got to breath like normal again

ROAR!
But sometimes when everything's out
Someone might get hurt
And that part suck
Big time

ROAR!
Darn u are irritating
At times
But u macho
And u know it
Never would I want to lose a friend
Who's childish but sensible
At times
That's you

ROAR!
I just dont want to be invisible or
A stone
A doll
Make me feel that I exist in your life
Coz I know I do
It might not hurt now
But maybe later
Fortunately
We have each other
So cherish it while we can

ROAR! ROAR! ROAR!
All I can do is just hope
Hope that all goes well in sch tmrw
Hope that all goes well in everything else

To Nadia
Syukur
They are safe

Didnt manage to post anything yest
So here it goes


Class BM0503 BBQ

Totally rawked
Tho not all turned up
Had a super dooper time
Sweat our armpits off

We had all e food
But no fire to cook it
Yeap


I spent an hour fanning e coal
Burning firestater
E boys were helpless
Seri thanks for fanning the wrong part of e coal
And burning paper adds ashes to e food
HuiXian making noises wont help
Raggie, you got e skills
I think
And Aiz your charcoal breaking power
Were darn useful

Oh well
We did cook e food
At a slow rate though
Soo many food
Otahs and satay especially
Were yummy yum yum

We mingled like never before
E ching-chongs especially
They were cool la
Minus the high pitched squeaks
Aha


And that Aceh girl
Finally came miss her loads
We went cycling
Butts in pain
E bones

And everyone became a camwhore so suddenly
And thanks my Olympus cam
For dying on me
Too hungry that it kept eating my batt
Roar. Roar. Roar


Raggie and me having a Nugget-ie time


As usual me and "Her"


Gang-ing by the beach

Ok thats for now
Meeting my dearies later
And Raihanah, e black girl M.I.A
Faizal, e black girl's bf
And Vin, my ever black classmate
No hard feelings

And proj is almost done
Phew!

Oh man
At this hour
I'm struggling
With proj especially
Argh
Soo many things to do
Soo little time
Darn should have started earlier
Next few days would be busy for me
Blablabla..
Face it
Just have to complete it asap

Effective Writting
Could it be anymore fun?
Writting and more writting
Letters, reports, complaints..
And now proj
Is soo dry
Business Trend of Insurance Industry?
Huh
I'm not that IT savy
Finding a hard time to research
On e net
And as usual presentation
Is e normal routine
And it's gonna go on
For e next 2 years
Help!
And also another proj
On whether a hotel, St. Regalia
Should set up a hotel in Singapore
Its a business proposal

To Poly-ers out there
I'm sure you're facing e same prob as me
But hell
We cant run away from it
How to have fun with proj?
Enlighten me
Unless e topics interest you
And it sucks even more
When you have lagging members
Know what I mean
Projs are fun at first
But in e long run
It bites into
Your fingers, from typing
Your brains, from thinking
Your throat, from discussions
Your confidence, from presentations
Your sleep, from constant late nights
Argh
E list goes on
Enough of proj bitching

And Hadri
I soo hate you
We miss you like crazy
What you know
Make coffee only?
Cium my ketiak babe

Ok thats for now
My veins are popping out soon
My brains are bobbing up and down
My neck aching
And my eyes weighs a ton

Satay and more food
Here I come
Tmrw class bbq

To make a Choice
Is when alternative/options are given
And you can only choose one
In life alot of Choices have to be made
Like which school to go to?
What do I wana lunch for today?
What I'm wearing tmrw?
Where do I wanna catch a movie?
In fact everyday of our life
Is about making Choices
Kinda like Economics
And to make that Choice
Is none other than ourselves
Nobody makes any Choice for us
Unless you're dumb enough
Not to choose your own way of life

Choices made
It can be good or bad consequences

If its bring good, then you're lucky
If not, oh well too bad

When making Choices
Sometimes shit do happen along e way
Admit it
Either party may not appreciate it
But what can we do
Its our Choice right?
Enlighten me
Have you ever regret
On e Choices you've made before?
Sure you have
And did you change your mind abt it
Just to please others?
Tell me more
If its your Choice
Why change it?

So what happens if you dont
Change that Choice you've made
This is when OH NO comes in


People start to hate you

They start calling you names


You're such a bitch


You're a liar


How dare you backstabbed me


You lost my trust


I so want to kill you

And e list goes on
Depending how wide
Their vocab dictionary is

Oh well
But what can we do
Its already our choice
Just gotta go on with it
No point dwelling on it
Like I said
Life's a bitch, deal with it!