When you've done
A mistake
A wrongdoing
A sin
Guilt will overpower you
Only if you realised that it's not right
Or else you'll treat it lightly
And repeat it
Twice, thrice.. And more

Of coz this feeling of Guilt
Will leave a mark
Not only on yourself
But e ppl around you
Whom one way or another might be affected
With what you've done
Can this mark or scar be erased?



To Forgive its not that easy
We've been through this course at least once
When friends betray
When hearts are broken
When e unexpected happens
When someone lie
When secret is made known
And e list goes on...

But can you Forgive yourself
In e first place before others can Forgive you?

And what if
You realised what you've done
You repeat e same shit again
Oh wow
So much for realising your own mistake huh?
Thats when more problems come in

Imprisoned by Guilt
When can you get e key to free yourself?
No one knows
Its up to yourself I guess
You have e only key to
Unprisoned yourself

Saying sorry
Wont change things
Depending on e burden of Guilt you're carrying
Action speaks louder than words

Was too tired to post anything yesterday
So here it goes

My day started at 1130
Where me, Fhan, Mirah and Eugene
Went to Botanical Gardens
E sun was scorching hot, like duh
A Snapple costs us $3.50
What a rip off
Places of interest tts why
We walked abit, sat abit
Our stomach growled
Make our way to town and had Burger King
Town was slow
All shops closed
Except fast food and HMV
Then we head to Espalnade
And to Clarke Quay
And blablabla
I wont explain further
E pic tells it all



Fort Minor's coming to perform
At Indoor Stadium
I soo wana watch
Tix from $38-$68
Its not as if they come everyday
To e small island of ours!
Franz Ferdinand also coming Whoa
Tix from $48-$88

And ya for e past 3 days
I've been having fast food
And its scaring me
My scooter's tyre is like
My belly tt is
All e unhealthy food
All e fat
All e cholestrol
All e soft drinks
Its overwhelming
I still remember my friends telling me abt this show
This man who lived on McD everyday
Urgh
Obesity, which leads to other illnesses
Such as Diabetes and others
Yeah fast food does kill
Basically, Eat In Moderation
And look at e competition btwn fast food places now
Lke McD goin 24 hrs, tey have wireless
Long John Silver with wider menu
This where marketing comes in?
Price, Place, Promotion and Product-Marketing Mix

And Dear
If you feel like
You wanna be alone
In no mood to talk to anyone
Just want some time off
Tell me
Dont just walk away
A-ok?
Gimme a 5 then

Oh well
I shall stop here
Dont really have plans for today
But will study later
Ta-ta

Today was studying day
Well kind of
Studied at Jurong East Library
With my Darlings Mirah, Fhan and Nadia
Glad Nad could make it
Alot to catch up, literally
Hope it didnt give u a heart attack though
And to you and Radzi I'm sure things will work out fine

Haha
Abit of drama mama too
Well Mirah u should know
Boo hoo hoo!

Its e eve of Chinese New Year
Everything closes early even e library
And was thinking (not being racist la)
But in Singapore what is so significant abt CNY?
I mean I dont see people in cheongsams or their traditional costumes
So enlighten me
In my opinion e significant thing would be
E chinese drums playing in e huge vans roaming e neighbourhood
Haha
Anw to all Chinese
Gong Xi Gong Xi!

And hey for e whole of next week
I only have to come to sch for a day
For a 2hr tutorial at 8am
Yup lazy to go
So it means like I have a week of holiday
Lucky me!
Definitely goona make full use of this time
BM0503, switch to your study mode!
Exam is like 3 weeks away, and we still have proj to complete
Like I said before
Time dont wait
Its up to us whether to run after it or not

Oh well
I hope this person out there will understand sooner or later
If I were you I'd be crushed
Its unexpected I know
But I hope you will stop blaming others
(Not that I'm saying its your fault)
Somethings are just not meant to be
Everyone has his/her own way of life
He/She chooses his/her own way of life
So yeah
Its all clear now
You choose your own way of life too
Nobody draws e plans
Cool

Finally new skin
Dont know whats up with e previous one
Anw my tagboard's a cock up now
Will do somethin abt it asap

I'm now at home
No Accounts lecture, no sch
No dance today too
Oh well
Surprisingly I was awake at 10 today

Yesterday I head down to e library to get some books
As usual thurs is a visit-library-gain-knowledge-day
Wanted to borrow something from Jonathan Kellaman
E one Seri recommended
But its soo thick
How ironic it is
I can finish all e thick Harry Potter books
But I didnt have confidence this one
And before that accompanied Seri to get her glasses
The opictician thought Seri's a lecturer
Oh please
He needs his eyes checked
And let me tell you
Frames nowadays are getting cooler
Soo many design shapes and colours
And Seri spent $198 on her glasses
What a bomb
And ya finally at e library
Found a book on e Blair Witch Project
E movie? Yea
E drama mama one, people running with cameras
Blair is actually e name of e place
There was a woman who onced practised witchcraft there
Its very factual
Interesting though
You can find it Jurong East Library

Ok I'm gonna get a shower now
And to do my Statistics
Havent been doing my tutorials lately
What is happening to me?

Meeting my Darlings at 5 later
Dinner at Lau Pa Sat
Food
Here I come!

And yea I kinda miss my other sidekick
Tjut Aja Rosalia d/o Said Arby
This paragraph is dedicated to you
Your drawer
Your nose
Your ketiak
Your grong-grong-grang-greng
Your kambing
Your nonsense
All I miss
And of coz not forgetting
Your butt
Have a safe journey back girl
Kirim salam your Aceh-nese boyfriends!



The times we had..


Always together..


Being goofy and nonsensical as ever!


And that you always look better than me

But wait I'm not that mean..


We look good too! At times.